幸福

老婆常常半夜起来“偷吃”，有几次还被我发现！这件事让我有了些想法，是不是她晚餐吃不够或吃得不好？难道冰箱里的食物都不够吗？我会常常问她需要什么，告诉我，我去打点。我下班时间较晚，还好selayang附近有一家超市（NSK）开24小时，所以不管多晚，他们都有供应新鲜的食材。有时下班后我会去买些回家。有时回家带着全家去家附近的超市买，这里的选择不多但总好过没有的吃。

而昨晚，我有了新想法，我在回家的路途中，去了rawang市区的一档小炒，点了炒饭，听说这里的炒饭可好吃，所以打包了一人份就急着回家跟老婆分享。这里的生活步伐有点慢，这包炒饭大概等了25分钟。那uncle很用心的炒着，应该是酱，所以好吃吧。

回到家，从门外看见客厅里的灯没亮，房间的灯则是亮了，哇！惨了，他们都准备睡觉了。。。 结果进到屋里，他们都下来了，大儿子从我手上接过那包炒饭。我问他：“do you wanna eat 饭饭” 他竟然点头说要饭饭！我把工作包放下，去厨房拿了汤匙，回到客厅，把那包香味十足的炒饭给打开。给了大儿子一支汤匙，他自己开始吃了起来然后老婆也加入了。其实我是打包给她吃的。小儿子就坐在我腿上，我一边吃一边喂他。回过头看见老婆跟大儿子正吃得津津有味心里感觉特别感动，一包炒饭，一家四口吃。

幸福它，围绕着我。

好开心呢！

幸福对我来说，很简单。

呼叫

长时间工作让我身心疲惫，有了自己的生意，多了很多不必要的烦恼。最近很努力的把孩子们与内子安定下来。我们流浪了一年。我用了整整一年的时间，终于把他们接过来。孩子们有了自己的家，内子有了自己的空间。希望他们能适应。也希望内子她可以重新找回自己的生活习惯。我只希望孩子可以快乐成长，内子做什么的得心应手，好好的替我照顾孩子们。

有了自己的家，来回公司跟家需要开车。历时30分钟吧。在这里，30分钟车程算很近了。我也没什么可说的啦。第一天，还好，很近。第二个星期，开始觉得。。。下班可以马上回到家吗？开始觉得有点远了。这个远是心急的远，只是想快点回家看看那三个人。不需要言语。只要看到他们开心的玩着，就够了。

每当我的车驶到家门口准备下车开门时，屋里总有一把快乐的声音大声的叫“爸爸”！一整天的烦恼，公司的问题，明天的工作，疲惫的身心，一下子没了。那爽朗的呼叫让我顿时整个人轻快了起来。大儿子会在家守候着我的归来。想到这。。。天塌下来都没关系了。此刻我们是联系着的。什么都不要紧了。我可以就这么的简单。。。

Girlfriend

Lately, something cross my mind. Last time my girlfriend will buy a rm199 adidas futsal shoe for me. I love that pair of shoe very much. Not only the "heart" but it can perform, after i wore it on, i can performed so good, score goals, passing with confidence. This is not important, i don't want to talk abt the shoe... i wanna talk about my girlfriend. Ever since she got herself a "promotion", i buy a pair of sandals oso will kena "tiao"... i guess, girlfriend and wife has different job function/job description... =)

But then... i still love you as always lah...

my eldest son can talk on the phone

my jboy can talk with me on the phone. he say: wei...hallo...papa... jedric went joking (jogging), got cocodie (crocodile), dinasour, elephant....rooooaaar....(i was smilling cheek-to-cheek on the other side of the phone). He then said: papa werking (working), got money, buy ice-cream, buy nen-nen.... errrrmmmm... buy yakult...errrrmmmm.... buy vege. OK, i said. He repeat wat i said... OK! i then asked him, is baby sleeping? GOT! he answer... GOT! baby sweeping (sleeping). jboy oso goto sweeping lah... look at the clock now, wat time already? 12o'clock already, u need to go sweeping dy. Good Night papa, ice you (i love you) *he just make me wanted to hug him sooooooooo tight and kiss him* too bad i couldn't. i am here in KL, they are in melaka. this conversation might means nothing to you... but to me, it means alot...means my boy started to know we are separated. he knows i need to goto work and get money to buy things. he will think and construct his sentence/dialog. he is learning to talk/chat. he is more patience. he is concentrate. he knows wat is i love you. he know the "missing" feeling.

to me... its something and i wanted to record this down. jboy, i love you and i am so proud of you.

Sneak preview of an emerald

I've found an emerald! it's nearly mine, documents are almost ready. Once done, it will be mine. Dun mis-understood, it is not a rock, not a stone, i could not afford a real rock/stone as i dun start saving since young. Tat's why!

All i can is a house for time being. My melaka hse is almost sold, so, i am very disturbed with this earlier "good news"...hahhaa...i need to find ways to clear all my things in there and move to it to "new house". But "new house" not yet mine, and because its a 2nd hand house, i need to refurbish abit here and there. It's not mine yet so i cannot "do" any renovation works...

After i have explained my situation to the seller, they agree to lend me the keys. This is the 2nd time i saw the house... ahhahaha... 

This is the living hall, i think we need the paint job and the stairs need to change to laminated wood.

Living hall, need to change colour on the feature wall or shall i remain n retouch abit? i think i will go for change of colours. =)